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Hello, I'm Chai and you've never probably heard of me until now. I may be familiar to you because I've met you once when our souls crossed paths. In my past life, I was probably a princess living in Old England, or a World War II chronicler assigned to document the devastation in what is now called Turkey. I may have been a street urchin or a painter or an old Hollywood actress once. But the life I've chosen to hold on to is the life I'm living in right now and I'm glad I can share it with you.:)

When Love becomes Irrational

As far as social networking sites go, I think there should be an underground SOP in terms of how pictures, and wall posts should be displayed.

I can't stand the thought of all those girls trying to get your attention while you charmingly give it back. Oh why do you have to be so friendly??? It would definitely be easier if you were an anti-social, one-eyed, buck toothed guy who doesn't have a sense of personal hygiene. Because you know what? It won't make me love you any less. Unlike them, I am not after what you look like. The reasons why I have loved and will always love you goes beyond your physicality and tendency to look effortlessly cute and adorable.

It's gut-wrenching, seeing you interact with all those chicks who are clueless about what they're saying and I slowly hold my breath as I anticipate how you'd take it.

It's heart breaking, knowing that those retarded replies and witty comments used to be "us" and can never again be "us".

It's honestly liberating, because I know for a fact, that if I can't have you, so can't they. You wanna know why? Because I will do whatever it takes to make sure that you won't end up with someone who thinks they know you just because you spent an entire month with them.

Call me psychotic, call me unreasonable, but if I won't have you, at least I'll make sure you'll be with a girl who deserves you. I am not waving a white flag. This is not a surrender. This is me, protecting you. In ways I know best.

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